回家的周末

新年过后第一次回家啊
久违的家
回家看到妈妈
有想哭的冲动。。。
很想多跟她说话却不懂说什么好
妈妈一天天的老去
可是还是一样疼我
虽然说现在疼她的金孙多一点
可是她开心就好

CCNA总算是做完了
希望明天给他看不会中骂不会被reject
还有的就是今天和宝贝老婆坦白了
面对面说出我的要求
虽然她不理不睬
可是相信她有听进去
希望她能为我做出一点点的改变吧
毕竟我还是觉得我的要求没有很过分
女王老婆
你就多疼疼可怜的我吧
看在我那么爱你的份上，不要总是让我伤心难受
爱情是互相取悦 <3
爱你希望能一起到老

难得的空闲

说是空闲
其实还是很忙
只是暂时找不到方向前进
功课又再一次停着了
现在在PC fair duty 着
想做packet tracer 可是不会做那个死人email server 怎样都set up 不到。。。
DNS 倒是弄好了
快点duty完吧
Duty完后要立刻去求救
很想在今天完成这个鸟功课
然后可以在今天完成它的report 然后给鸟老师看最好就是可以一次approve
酱我这个星期就可以出去约会放松下
一天的约会对我来说也很开心
真的受够了
非常讨厌每天都要担心功课的日子
神啊
请赐给我力量
给我聪明点可以快点完成手上的a,sign,ment
然后就要准备final le T.T

遗失的自己

很累
功课总是做不完，又不会做
还好有jackson帮忙教会我们一点点
至少可以做一点先，要不然20分的assignment我看是死定了


很想出去玩
可是。。。。你多数都是不肯的吧
手上还有那么多东西还没有完成


刚刚老师才update
下个星期又有考试。。。
我真的快崩溃了
找个人来救救我吧
我的memory真的不够用了
严重需要加ram....


现在满脑子都是不会做的东西
几时才能解脱？
在Inti遗失了本来的我
从前的我啊回来吧。。。
我好想你

话说最近好像很喜欢写blog
可是写下写下感觉没有东西写
好像都在写废话真的怀疑每天写日记的人
＂哪里找那么多事情写啊？＂

Don't know

Time flies, it's already 2013
Almost two year I never update my blog...
I don't know what went wrong in my relationship
Recently I really cannot feel ur love
U don't like to talk with me
u always give me the feeling that u lazy to answer my question
The thing we talk always surround with homework assignment
I don't know how long we dint kiss, I don't know I still need to dry out how long time
We really having major problem in our relationship
U lost all the interest to maintain our relationship, u refuse to give me the love I want
And I refuse to accept the truth
The love I dream for will never come true
But I don't want to leave u alone, it because I really love you very much and I know I can't live without u. But my dear...
I really suffer with the current situation, studies fuck my everyday, it made my life suffer like hell
Why can't you give me the sweet thing I need. It not only for me, it can be both side. I don't feel I very greedy the thing I request is just normal thing
Why can't you try more to do it. It just simple thing. Show me your interest please? Show me the feeling that you love me like what I do. Show me the feeling that you want to stay together with me. Don't make me feel my love is so cheap...
I need your support too, I can't face this all problem alone...please sayang me....am not your slave....please think more about me, try to put yourself on my perspective, feel what I feel, then you might know how suffer I am...